Friday, December 10, 2004

We live right next to a coal furnace out of which sprouts a huge brick smokestack. This is the energy source. Last night in the dark, I saw a man shoveling coal into the furnace, his face glowing red. I looked up, and yup, there was a huge cloud of black smoke rising. It reminded me vaguely of "Hardboiled Wonderland and the End of the World."

Today, I went to the market with my aunt and we got a big, fresh rooster for 33 RMB. I saw its throat being sliced, blood drained, and its feathers steamed off. When I get back to the States and pull a pack of frozen chicken wings from the freezer at Costco, I will think of this poor soul.

It's -10 degrees celcius outside and dropping. I hope I hope I hope it snows. Thick.

Even though it was frigid, my aunt and I took a three-wheel bicycle "taxi" from the hospital to the market. It's run by pedalling manpower. One of these guys makes as much as 30 RMB a day, about 3-4 dollars. Our ride was 2 RMB. It was a pleasant ride; your body is in the open air, and you're moving at a slow enough pace that you can see the faces of the people you pass. On the way back home from the market, my aunt and I took a little bus. The woman who collects the ticket fare let us take the ride for free, because my aunt always sees her around.

I touched a piano (my cousin's) for the first time in about half a year, and played a Bach invention. I liked it. It gives me the itch to play when I get back ... Pathetique.

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

wen wen

My little nephew Wen Wen.

I bought a bunch of hair clips the other day. My little nephew Wen Wen comes across the bundle, and wants to play with them, so I take them out, and he's trying to fix them in his hair, except his hair is like a few millimeters long.

I ask, "Wen Wen, I don't think you can put them in your hair. Your hair is too short."
He says, "Why?"
I say, "Well, I guess it's because you're a little boy, and your hair is short."
He says, "No, I'm not a little boy. I'm a little girl."
I say, "Wen Wen, it seems like you're a little boy to me."
He says, "Well then, I want to turn into a little girl."
("Na, wuo xiang yao bien cheng xiao nu har.")
And he continues attempting to fix the clips into his hair.

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On a separate occasion:

Wen Wen loves trains and subways, especially photos of real, live trains and subways, of which I have a very small collection. So, he always wants me to open my laptop and look at those photos. We came across a photo of me with a mustache drawn over my lips in black marker, and he starts screaming with joy. He thinks it's the funniest thing he's ever seen.

He says, "Huan Huan Yi, why do you have a mustache?"

I say, "Well, it's because one day, I decided to grow a mustache. I thought it would make me look good. What do you think?"

He says, "I think your mustache should transform into a train, and then into a subway! And then become an airplane!!!"

("Wuo xiang ne di hu zhi ying gai bien cheng huo che, zhai bien cheng di tie, zhai bien cheng fei ji!!!")

He continues to squeal, and then insists on looking at the photos of trains. -eyes spinning!- ... a little Rene Magritte!

Sunday, December 05, 2004

Religion and Food.

Yesterday morning took a short taxi ride out to allegedly the largest miao (I'm not sure if that means temple or monastery) in Asia, or at least in Jilin Province. It was chilly but stunning, flying eaves and everything. It was so silent, and you could see your breath rise like smoke from incense; my cousins and I made a lengthy climb up a tall mountain, I figure around 224 steps, to the peak (no Mt Everest, but it felt like it), and there was a eye-opening view of Donhua mountains.

It's nothing like I've seen before. The mountains are gentle, the leafless trees are spare and ethereal, the lake, an ice field. It was surreal, to say the least, climbing up granite steps lined with young birches. It's one of those places where your mind plays tricks. You feel like you are flickering between someone's imagination and sensual reality. A somewhat unsettling setting for a film, if I were to ever film. After climbing down from the peak, my lungs were having some kind of asthmatic reaction to the air. I think it was a little too cold for me. Later, my cousin's husband (my jie fu) got my cousin and I matching water crystal bracelets, and we took a 20 minute taxi ride back into town.

For lunch, we had the uncommon common fare: ban ban (aka "half mix," bibimbab), egg/potato pancakes, la cai (kimchi), mi chang (rice sausage), and grilled pork. Oh yes, and this excellent beer (brewed in the city of Donhua!) called Bing Chuan, or "icy fjord."

Afterwards, I went with my cousin Miao Miao (did I mention that all my cousins are soo pretty?) to this teahouse that our uncle's wife works at, and we both unwittingly feel asleep on the heated tatami. After several hours of slowly rising and falling back asleep, we finally got up and headed to a bathhouse. For only 15 rmb per person, we took hot showers, sauna-ed, and were washed with exfoliating gloves on massage tables. Basically, I got a total scrub down by this old woman. Three times. After about an hour and a half, soooo fresh and clean! Makes me want to open a bathhouse or spa of my own.

For dinner, the whole family got together (fourteen of us) at another restaurant. Walking in, we were greeted by a large tank of frowning arrowanas at the entrance (five, long silver ones), and later, ordered an enormous meal of silkworms (crunchy and delicious), vermicelli dishes cold and hot, warm potato kimchi dish, bean and beef dishes, spicy squid dishes, cold mixed dog meat, dog meat soup (takes some time to get used to), ming tai fish (a traditional Chao Xian-Korean-Donhua dish), everything mostly spicy. Then, I got drunk with my uncles on beer and northern Chinese sweet soju, much to my gramma's discontent. We separated, and taxied it back home, and I fell asleep quite fast.

Thursday, December 02, 2004

Today was too sunny, and all the snow came down in drips from the roofs. I found a police car, and it was a Land Cruiser with a Mao brocade dangling from the rear-view mirror. (I actually just got the same one from one of my aunts!) Streets are much more empty than any other city I've been, but this might just be because it's cold, and it's a work day. I'll have to see tomorrow if the people come out to play. There are so many real traces of the Communist era here (not catered to kitsch-seeking tourists). For example ... my relatives, who lived through war, great leaps, and book-burnings. Took as many pictures as long as I stayed not embarassed of taking pictures of strangers. Took even more video of my little 3-year-old nephew dancing to Daft Punk. (I started playing Underworld off my laptop and he started nodding his head). I want to take a million million pictures so I could recreate a virtual world of this place whereever I go ... if only I could. Lots of colorful textiles--makes me want to study textiles; trying to get a cotton jacket made of this fluff. I think I might take a solitary journey back to Shanghai on the train (30 hours including a transfer at Chongqing). I think I'll do some cross-stitch to pass the time. It's kind of nice to be lost in this land, although my dreams have been extra vivid lately. More later!

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

Arrived in Donhua, Northeast China, where I lived for one year

Here I am in Donhua, after 22 hours on the fast train from Guangzhou to Beijing and 22 hours on the slow train from Beijing to Donhua, in Jilin Province. I've been traveling with my gramma. At 75, and with family everywhere, my gramma makes her rounds travelling through the country each year, from the north to the south and back again.

On the train up, I got to talk to my gramma about her times as a kid in a Japanese concentration camp in Manchuria. I realized that she was actually a Shandong native (north of Beijing) but ended up in the far north because she was captured by the Japanese when she was eight. After three years in the camp, spending her days playing alone and sometimes with the kids of Japanese settlers, she escaped with her dad to Donhua. They traveled by foot for a month until they reached a place that was not occupied by the Japanese. At 18, she married my grandpa (now passed away). I saw their oooold smudged photographs. They were quite the handsome couple, I have to admit.

My gramma is quite happy now that she's here. She runs into old friends everywhere we go. She can understand what people are saying, and everyone talks with the same accent (unlike in south China). The food is to her tastes. I can sort of understand now what it means to be in your "hometown."

Instead of skyscrapers and high rise residential, the most landmark features of Donhua are brick smokestacks, constantly emitting coal smoke that make the winter crisp air taste like there's a fire burning everywhere. People walk around in down long coats, wool coats lined with fox fur at the collar and cuffs, and for the wealthier set, minks. The poorer folks where thick cotton coats, underneath lined with layers and layers of clothing. The ladies wear leather boots with pointed toes and thin heels. (I went to the store today, there's a huge selection of nice long wool and fur coats, the kind you think of when you picture society ladies walking down 5th ave on a winter's day, in all shapes and hues ... I figure when it's time for me to invest in a fine coat with a fox collar, I will come back here to buy one).

The streets are like a typical Chinese city, a wide road lined with small haphazardly assembled tiny stores and restaurants, sidewalk filled with small vendors. The typical purchase is from small vendors with whom you must bargain or the deal's not cut! (Retail corporations are breaking in, steadily). That one-on-one interface is something very lovely. (I have to say, I prefer arguing with a person over the price of something than handing an item to a salesclerk to bar code in). I heard a while ago that vast majority of merchants in the country are actually these small-time middle men, who end up with goods from the factory but who are not obligated to anyone (franchises, intellectual property rights holders) except themselves. There's not a standardized system where purchases are itemized, price-tagged, taxed, and analyzed. This makes it hard for corporations to really make their way in, because so many purchases are made what we would call, "under the table." They can't tabulate all these exchanges which are floating around in this free free market. They haven't drawn the the people who spill onto the streets into one large box ... yet. If it takes at least one major international brand to make China's economy a real international player instead of a producer, then I say forget the corporate system. But, I'm not an economist. My gramma thinks the standard of living up here has improved a lot, considering north China is one of the poorest urban regions of the country; that is, slower to develop, slower to "catch up" with the world.

But, pleeeease, Donhua, don't tear down your real marketplaces for a Carrefour! (Don't you hate it in the states when supermarkets and malls call themselves "marketplaces"? What bullshit is that).

Each little shop is emblazoned with a sign in some bright colored Chinese font or calligraphy with the Korean name above or beneath. There is a large population of Koreans in this area they call "chou xian" who speak a brassier, more gruff sounding Korean. The train my gramma and I took here stops in North Korea at a city called Tumen (translated to "dirt door"), I'm guessing it's sort of like a port city or special economic zone where there is a lot of export/import. We shared a cabin with three North Koreans, a younger guy who kept to himself and read a Chinese magazine about military arms and two girls who made big purchases in Beijing (probably to sell in their shop back at home), who played with their cell phones and talked loudly the whole trip. They carried Burberry purses, wore Lacoste tennies and high spikey heeled boots while old men wandered around the train in their long underwear. Ah youth! It's interesting to think that in a certain way, the liberalization policy in China has affected the material lifestyle of their small economy neighbors as well, like North Korea.

Here I am on a dsl line where my gramma's old courtyard house used to stand and has been replaced by a 6 story residential apartment building. Such are the costs of modernization. But what can I say? Donhua can now get strawberries in the winter and ladies get to wear minks. (However, in the larger urban centers like Guangzhou, crime rates are getting higher). It's the people in the countryside who haven't got the chance to see a huge change in lifestyle, still feeding their livestock and using chimneys for warmth. I got some very fuzzy pictures of their small brick houses from the train.

I think there's this kind of feeling that you're living in a homogeneous place, where people know each other, do the same stuff, eat the same food that comes with being raised or living for a while in the same hometown. Crime rates are low, everyone talks kinda the same, the old people and young people meander the same streets. People squabble in public and there are no noise pollution laws, so shops can turn their speakers into the street and blast however the hell loud they want (mostly Cantonese pop or squeaky, melodic techno). I love how China at the same time makes this connection between all regional groups and even minority groups by recognizing and cherishing each group's traits. I love how people prefer to live close to their families and not move very far away (although do move to make more money in the SEZ's). That babies get to spend lots and lots of time with their grammas through their childhood. That there's a regional and family association that makes you special in a country that's (ideally) like-minded. I wonder if I have that same feeling somewhere in the States. Don't think I'm being nostalgic or aestheticizing this kind of life ... I think there's lots to gain from a living in a place like this. Do you have a feeling so deeply tied to a place and to the people who live there?

PS- I wanted to add that even though Donhua is high density urban with quite a hefty population, there is still this feeling between people that it's kind of like a small town. It's no village; people don't sit around the stoop and grow yams all day! :) Still, materially, it's lacking -- for example, hot water only comes twice a week for baths (go to a public bathhouse the other days) and, as I mentioned, the air quality is poor and energy sources are antiquated and unsustainable. Because the whole country is changing so incredibly fast, I don't know what it will be like in a few years. Everything is ephemeral, I suppose. (But, at least I have my gramma for now!)

Saturday, November 27, 2004

Patterns to Watch



Currently Playing
Songs from Jim Henson's Bear in the Big Blue House

Thick plaid stripe in solid colors, particularly "coon-hunting" black on red (ie Dsquared)

Black on white/white on black thin zig zag (like a wide herringbone)

Wide houndstooth

Linear streaks in one direction, hues of white/black with slight color

Black with thin plaid of other color

Hand-drawn contour images ("cute" animals, distorted people)

Pastel polka dot

Thin loops

Paint splatter

Loose monochrome blobs on white (a la Eley Kishimoto)

Lichstenstein-esque, screen-print-esque (not especially fond of these)

Abstracted maps

Iconic image stamps (ie characters, text, modern/revolutionary symbols)

Anything geometrically hyper graphic which can be printed ... excited to see what people have been thinking up.

Travelling Up

Eaten today in Guangdong province: oyster, abalone, mollusk, scallop, lobster, shrimp, clam, turtle, sea cockroach (<-- tastes not so good).

To be eaten in Jilin province/North Korea: locusts, silkworm, and dog. (!)

I will be leaving tomorrow morning to Beijing to Donghua (my mom's hometown in the far reaches of the north) via train. My first snow of the winter ...

(ps happy belated Thanksgiving!)

Thursday, November 25, 2004

Mullet-ude and Carrefour

_____Guangdong Fashion

Fashion explodes with youth. In southern China, the middle and high school fashions are more aligned with Hong Kong and Japan, so you get lots of spikey, mullet-headed, streaky-haired girls and boys with baggy outfits, cloth shoes (a hundred varieties of converses, vans--both high and low and the like). Pants are low-riding with low slung belts and chains, baggy in the hip and tapered at the ankle. (Kinda like in Italy, actually). Even their school uniforms are worn like this; it's really cute. I think girls order uniforms a size larger so they can get that look.

I caught my gramma reading the magazines I brought here. She was browsing through Men's Non-no, and exclaimed, "You know, Japanese men's clothing is quite lovely, isn't it?" My gramma is so coooool

_____Hypermarket

I went to what is called a "hypermarket" today with my aunt, cousin, and gramma. It's a Carrefour, and you've most likely seen one if you've been to France or Belgium or South Korea. There are about 10,600 Carrefour stores in the world, and about 55 in China, (but zero in the US, probably because of the competition of Targets, Costcos, and Wal-marts). But, they really have the market here. (Hmm ... I wonder if Wal-mart actually owns shares of Carrerfour, or possibly owns it. Do you know?) In Shanghai there's 7; in Beijing, there's 5

Basically, in Zhuhai, it's one sprawling supermarket with employees in aprons on the first floor just like a Ralph's or Safeway

(except the products are local brands), and a big, discount retailer like a Wal-mart on the second floor selling electronics, clothes, home accessories, etc with employees doing demos, and so on. You can push one shopping cart through the entire store, because the floors are connected with an escalator belt that you can push your shopping cart onto, instead of escalator stairs.

We were buying some tangerines at 1.50 RMB per something grams, and I asked my gramma, "Why don't we just get these from that little corner fruit vendor on the way back home? It's probably fresher anyway." She replied, "No way! It's actually cheaper here, at Carrefour!" (And yes, when we stopped by the fruit stand, it was 3.50 RMB).

Big Box Retail: 1

Local Fruit Stand: 0

Big Box Retail wins again.

Back at home, my gramma was sitting down on the couch and somehow pulled a half-eaten tangerine from her pant pocket. She said, "Yeah, I stole it ... but I stopped eating it ... cuz it was sour!" My gramma is so cooool!!!